The sudden death of Itziar Castro46 years old, has shocked the world of culture, cinema and audiovisuals of this country. The actress was a true reference for the fight against bullying, fatphobia and LGTBIphobia in this country, and he showed it this way until the last days of his life.

On November 29, just nine days ago, the artist published on the social network deep vital reflectionwritten in letter form to the girl who one day was already the “inner child” that still lived in her. Some of his phrases are completely heartbreaking and demonstrate the constant fight against harassmentthe injustice and the incomprehension which he has had to battle not only during his childhood, but also throughout his life.

“Dear Itzi: I would tell you so many things, things like to keep dreaming, that by dreaming hard and with a lot of effort, you will achieve your dreams,” it began with an optimistic touch, which would soon turn bitter. “Once achieved not everything is rosy“, she warned herself, as if she had been able to travel to the past.

“There will be insults, blows, stones on the roadbut also a lot of love, affection, admiration (…) without meaning to you will be a mirror for many(ah yes, there will be more genders than 2, and girls will not have to want to be boys to be able to fly airplanes or be world champions in soccer)”, she wrote in this paragraph, revealing her commitment to the LGTBIQ+ collective and feminism.

Some of her harshest phrases are those referring to the bullying she suffered as a child. “Those who They insult you, they attack you, they put acorns on your desk. and they call you a pig, they will be your fans,” he wrote. “There will be moments of pain, emotional and physical, that will tell you that you are insane, and despite taking care of yourself, some will want you to suffer, because hatred will stalk you.”

Despite the suffering that these words reveal, the letter is peppered and ends with a message full of love and hope. “If despite all the positive things I tell you, you don’t have the courage, look at this photo and remember all that hope you had to achieve those dreams and now, thank yourself.”

The actress accompanied this letter with a Photography from his childhoodabout the girl he was talking to just nine days before her unexpected death.