Britney Spears He has told everything: his professional frustrations, family and judicial problems. Furthermore, he has narrated one of the most terrible episodes that he remembers: his first abortion. During her courtship with the also singer Justin Timberlakewhich covered 1999 to 2002had an abortion that for her was a “surprise” but not “a tragedy“They met when they were young cast members of the television series “The Mickey Mouse Club“, dated for about three years in their late teens, becoming tabloid sensations, before abruptly breaking up in 2002.

“I loved Justin very much.. “I always hoped that one day we would have a family together,” he writes in his memoir ‘The Woman I Am,’ which goes on sale in Spanish this Thursday.” But Justin definitely I was not happy with the pregnancy. “She said we weren’t ready to have a baby in our lives, that we were too young.” If it had been her decision alone, Spears wrote, “I never would have done it.” And yet, Justin was so sure that he didn’t want to be a father.” The singer describes the episode as “one of the most agonizing things that I have experienced in my life.

Spears’ highly anticipated memoir They come almost two years after she was released of one 13 year old guardianship controlled by his father, Jamie Spears. The agreement had governed the personal life, career and assets of $60 million from Spears from 2008 until it was terminated in November 2021. “I came into this world to fund his bank account. I think about how my father and his partners had so much control over my body and my money that it makes me sick,” the artist confesses.

He also tells details about his relationship with his mother, Lynne Spears, who treated her like a “robot girl” who had to take maximum care of her diet so as not to “look fat” since her brilliant appearance on the youth program “The Mickey Mouse Club.” Another of the most shocking passages about her mother focuses on the fact that they both drank daiquiris together during family trips to Biloxi (Mississippi, USA) when she was just 14 years old. “I loved being able to drink with my mother from time to time,” she says, adding that both of them enjoyed drinking, while her father “got more depressed” when he drank alcohol.

In addition, the artist from McComb (Mississippi, USA) talks about the difficult time of her divorce from rapper Kevin Federlinein 2007, which ended up leading to a violent confrontation with a group of paparazzi and, ultimately, the imposition of legal guardianship on her and her ending up interned in psychiatric centers several times over the next 12 years. In 2008, at the age of 27, she was admitted to a psychiatric center for the second time, which led the singer to such a degree of desperation that, according to her story, it made her think that her family wanted to kill her.

Throughout the book he also mentions that at this stage took antidepressants such as Prozac for mental health reasons, but that his only drug of “voluntary choice” has been Adderall, a drug commonly used to treat ADHD symptoms. “What I liked most was that it gave me a few hours to feel less depressed. Was the only thing that worked for me as an antidepressant and I really felt like I needed one of those,” recalls the “Toxic” singer. Even so, the artist considers that she was not too brave in her professional career. “If I had been brave enough not to stay in my safe zone, if I had done more things that were not within what I knew…” Spears laments 21 years later about the rejection of the film adaptation of “Chicago” (2002 ).