“I felt very lonely, I had no contact with my emotions, of which I had a lot at the time. My father died, I blamed myself for it. I blamed myself for everything that was bad,” says the actor in one of the interviews. His first suicide attempt ended with hospitalization, during which one of his aunts said to him: “What have you done to us?”
A few months later, he tried to take his own life again, this time by pitching a tent in Węgierska Górka, where he took pills and drank alcohol. Finally, in the morning, in a very bad condition, he decided to seek help. “I think subconsciously I didn’t want to die anymore, I wanted to live” – recalls the actor, describing his dramatic struggles.
Calling for help
Today, looking back, Michał Czernecki admits that his suicide attempts were a desperate cry for help and attention. “Today my older son is 14 years old… I can’t believe that in two years he could do something like I did before. – says the actor, emphasizing how important it is to understand children’s emotions.
Czernecki believes that the lack of conversations about emotions in the family home contributed to his difficulties. She compares her experiences to the animation “Inside Out”, where a girl suppresses her feelings, which leads to internal chaos. “We didn’t talk about emotions in my house”.
Love Story with Magdalena
A breakthrough in Czernecki’s life came when he met his future wife, Magdalena. Theirs began with a chance meeting on a school trip, during which he lost his wallet. “We arranged a school trip. About ten people showed up, but in the morning she was the only one at the station,” recalls the actor. After a series of adventures that led them to look for a lost wallet together, Michał understood that the meeting with Magdalena was .
It was Magdalena who helped Michał get back on his feet and taught him how to build closeness. “Before I met her, I was a closed, distrustful person. As a teenager, I wondered for a long time whether to live at all. It was my wife who taught me how to build closeness“- confided the actor.
Michał and Magdalena Czernecki have created a strong company based on mutual trust and communication. Despite numerous separations related to Michał’s acting career, their love survived all adversities. Magdalena showed exceptional understanding, supporting her husband even in the most difficult moments, when he was struggling with temptations and difficulties related to the actor’s profession. “I won’t pretend that I never succumbed to them…”the actor confessed in an interview with Plejada in 2018.
Today, Michał Czernecki emphasizes how important communication and sense of humor are in their relationship. “You have to communicate, talk to each other. A sense of humor is important to us. Without it, we wouldn’t have gone through various ups and downs,” says the actor, adding that Magdalena is a very attentive and patient person.
You need help?
If you are experiencing difficulties and are thinking about taking your own life or want to help someone at risk of suicide, remember that you can use the free help numbers:
Support Center for Adults in Mental Crisis: 800-70-2222
Helpline for Children and Youth: 116 111
Emotional support phone number for adults: 116 123
If suicidal thoughts or a suicide attempt are life-threatening, for immediate crisis intervention, call the police on 112 or go to the emergency department of your local psychiatric hospital.
Source: Gazeta
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