Holly Madison on living with Hugh Hefner. “I felt like I was in a cycle of disgusting things”

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Holly Madison was the favorite of Hugh Hefner, with whom she had formed a relationship for 7 years. The couple met when the model was 21 years old, and the editor-in-chief of Playboy – 75. Madison, who is still the most recognizable Playboy Bunny to this day, does not hide that life in Hefner’s villa had a significant impact on her mental health.

Playboy Bunny honestly about life in Hefner’s villa

There have been legends about living in the famous Hefner mansion. The model has already published two books on this subject, and now she has agreed to take part in a documentary prepared by the American television A&E, which is to tell about life with the famous Playboy.

I felt like I was in a cycle of gross things and didn’t know what to do. I’ve come to the point where I kind of broke down under the pressure and feeling that I have to look exactly like everyone else

– recalls Madison in Secrets of Playboy, which called the Playboy mansion a luxury prison.

Hefner was to treat women as his property and even decide about their appearance. – (My hair – editorial note) was naturally long and I figured I’d cut it off to stand out. When Hefner saw me after the metamorphosis, he couldn’t stand it. I came back with a short haircut and he yelled at me. He shouted that I looked old and cheap, Madison confessed.

She painted her lips red once and he went berserk and said she hated red lipstick. So he ordered her to wipe her mouth, although with other girls it did not bother him at all – said Bridgey Marquardt, the other Playboy Bunnies.

As the models report, Hefner was also supposed to prepare a special schedule regulating the sex life in the property. What’s more, they also accuse him of drugging other girls.

The program about the life of Playboy Bunnies is to debut on A&E at the beginning of next year.